Sunday, June 3rd 2018

12:47 AM

You shouldn't rush time or wish for something to come immediately, because you'll get it eventually. Whatever you're wanting to happen right now will come to pass, and then you'll wish that you were back to before that event even started. The entire month of May 2018 just went by, and it will never be here again. I'll never have any second chances in May, nor April, nor March, nor February, nor January. Those times are forever gone, they've been lived, they've been experienced, and now they're never coming back.

Right now it's June, so I have to make the most of June that I can. It's already June 3rd, this month is already going by so quickly. The past two days whizzed by. What am I doing with my life? Maybe I shouldn't be asking myself that kind of question, because I do know what I'm doing with my life, and I'm steadily going to where I want to go. Sure it's not going to happen right away, but if I keep on going towards that direction, I'll reach it eventually, no matter how long it takes, as long as I'm walking towards a certain destination, if I keep on going towards it, I'll inch closer and closer.

So, a lot of the tasks I think about seem daunting and nigh impossible, but I think they can be dealt with in time. From my high school days, I thought I would've been successful by now, but I made the wrong decisions, and I made the wrong turns, and so I have to start late. Every day I feel like I'm starting over, even though I'm carrying on some things that came from the days before, it always feels like a new start. It doesn't matter how much I learn or how much I improve at something, I sometimes forget about it quickly like a week later if I don't touch that subject again.

There are also some things that I oddly cannot forget about though.

Tasks Today
Upload 7 Days' Worth of Photos
Catch up on Journal Entries

Full list in the Extended Backlog page

Was today as productive as it could have been? No
Did I take over 10,000 steps today? Yes
Did I program a little today? Yes
Did I eat under 2000 calories today? No
Did I write at least 5000 words in my journal today? No
Did I take and upload my daily photos for today? No
Did I upload yesterday's journal entries today? No

Time Log

12:00 AM – Writing Yesterday's Journal – 12:04 AM

12:04 AM – Setting Up Today – 12:07 AM

12:07 AM – Listening to Music – 12:54 AM

12:54 AM – Writing Journal – 1:02 AM

1:02 AM – Web Development – 1:12 AM

1:12 AM – Preparing to Sleep – 1:30 AM

1:30 AM – Wasting Time – 3:00 AM

3:00 AM – Sleeping – 9:00 AM

9:00 AM – Untracked – 5:20 PM

5:20 PM – Friends – 11:59 PM

Productive Hours (0:25)
Writing Yesterday's Journal (0:04)
Setting Up Today (0:03)
Writing Journal (0:08)
Web Development (0:10)

Neutral Hours (21:17)
Preparing to Sleep (0:18)
Sleeping (6:00)
Untracked (8:20)
Friends (6:39)

Unproductive Hours (2:17)
Listening to Music (0:47)
Wasting Time (1:30)

Megg's Horses
Math: 0
Art: 8
Python: 7
Web Development: 251
Java: 0
JavaScript: 2
PHP: 4
C#: 4
General Programming: 8
Exercise: 45
Game Development: 4