Monday, April 2nd 2018

12:21 AM

Whew.

10:51 AM

Well, I don't think I can get back in progress unless I fix myself and fix my mind. I keep thinking thoughts that don't contribute to what I want to accomplish. For example, I don't want to waste my time in the morning, and yet I do anyway.

I'm going to read a bit on how I can "cure" my procrastination and terrible habits. I'm not doing what I want to do in life despite knowing what I need to do and how to get there. I blame it on how I think and how I act. This is the hardest challenge in my life, and I think I can get through it.

10:30 PM

You know how I can imagine dying being some sort of nightmare? I can just imagine myself running around and screaming "I DON'T WANT TO DIE!!!!! HELP ME!!!! I DON'T WANT TO DIE!!!!" at any point in time because it will literally happen eventually. There is no escape. No. Escape. It will happen to every single person at some point in time.

Even though I'm pretty sure ten years from now if I'm still alive then, I will look back on today as being a day when I was young, I still feel like no matter how long off it is from today, that dying happens too early, too soon, too quickly. It doesn't even matter if it's 1000 years from today, that would still feel like it was too soon. Right? There's not really a time when death is appropriate, it's always too soon.

Too soon. Too soon.


Tasks Today
Web Development (5 Hours)
Exercise
Upload Today's Photos
Upload Today's Entries
Clean Out Fish Tank
Do Taxes
Return Library Book

Backlog
Instagram Photo Downloader
Notes Uploader

Scorecard
Steps Taken: 40
Lines of Code: 0
Calories Consumed: 2200+
Journal Words: 273
Drawings: 0

Time Log

12:00 AM – Troubleshooting – 12:04 AM

12:04 AM – Recording Video – 12:21 AM

12:21 AM – Writing Journal – 12:22 AM

12:21 AM – Distraction – 2:00 AM

2:00 AM – Sleep – 8:13 AM

8:13 AM – Distraction 9:17 AM

9:17 AM – Clean out fix tank – 9:33 AM

9:33 AM – Planning Today – 9:34 AM

9:34 AM – Wasting Time – 10:51 AM

10:51 AM – Writing Journal – 10:55 AM

10:55 AM – Reading – 11:55 AM

11:55 AM – Preparing / Eating Food – 12:55 PM

12:55 PM – Wasting Time – 8:51 PM

8:51 PM – Distraction – 9:15 PM

9:15 PM – Web Development – 10:00 PM

10:00 PM – Bathroom – 10:11 PM

10:11 PM – Distraction – 10:22 PM

10:22 PM – Setting Up Taxes – 10:30 PM

10:30 PM – Writing Journal – 10 :40 PM

10:40 PM – Wasting Time – 11:20 PM

11:20 PM – Taxes – 11:59 PM

Productive Hours (3:15)
Writing Journal (0:05)
Troubleshooting (0:04)
Recording Video (0:17)
Clean Out Fix Tank (0:16)
Planning Today (0:01)
Reading (1:00)
Web Development (0:45)
Setting Up Taxes (0:08)
Taxes (0:39)

Neutral Hours (7:24)
Sleep (6:13)
Preparing / Eating Food (1:00)
Bathroom (0:11)

Unproductive Hours (13:11)
Distraction (3:18)
Wasting Time (9:53)

Megg's Horses
Math: 0
Art: 2
Python: 5
Web Development: 82
Java: 0
Programming: 4
Exercise: 12